Sunday, January 2, 2011

New Year - Continue Counting #505 - #533

"...in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us." Romans 8:37

505.  sleeping in until 7:30am!
506.  that I have the opportunity to be a blood donor
507.  sunshine
508.  naming the year - thanks so much for the challenge Ann and friends!
509.  giggles that are so deep they turn into hiccups
510.  although I shouldn't laugh but... when I get onto my wee one for something and he strongly, firmly says, "OK, Mama"
511.  2 boys in the bathtub playing
512.  clean windows
513.  clean sheets
514.  clean car
515.  clean slate for a new year
516.  playing on the floor with my wee one - playing with the Little People's farm and garage
517.  snuggling with my eldest watching TV
518.  being reminded that my Daddy is bigger than my doubts and fears
519.  praising along with "All Things Are Possible"
520.  singing praises in the car at the top of my lungs
521.  watching and worshipping along with the deaf ministry.  The woman signing the praise and worship is so expressive.  I'm almost brought to my knees each week.
522.  football weekends
523.  friends who love me the way I am and help me be who He has made me to be
524.  fun date night with the hubby - saw the new Narnia movie - pretty good picture of spiritual warfare
525.  God's provision
526.  cough drops
527.  band-aids
528.  family lunches
529.  breakfast with mom and sis
530.  the eldest being excited about his first Upward basketball game
531.  battles waged by my enemy, but through praise he was defeated
532.  a short-lived self pity tantrum - short-lived being the key word! (at least it was shorter than the last one!)
533.  A great e-mail from a friend:  Where we’ve been:  The Lord your God carried you, as a man carries his son, in all the way you went until you came to this place. Deut. 1:31
Where we are going: You crown the year with Your good blessings, and You leave abundance in Your wake. Psalm 65:11

Friday, December 31, 2010

Picture This: Lions Fighting

Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.  1 Peter 5:8

Then one of the elders said to me, “Do not weep! See, the Lion of the tribe of Judah, the Root of David, has triumphed. He is able to open the scroll and its seven seals.”  Revelation 5:5

As a family we have had angel encounters.  Not the wimpy, cutesy, beautiful winged creatures.  I'm talking big, warrior, sword carrying angel!  While my oldest son was in preschool, he often shared about how many angels were in our house, how big and strong they were, how large their swords were and what their hair looked like.  This isn't foreign to our wee one either. 

It was just a year ago that our wee one was getting discharged from the hospital from his battle with Kawasaki's Disease.  It was then that I had my first visible, memorable angel encounter.  I saw a man in my son's hospital room with my husband and youngest son.  This man looked official, so I didn't enter the room in an effort not to be a distraction.  Later during conversation, my husband said there was no man in the hospital room.  

During a recent lunch conversation, my husband asked our wee one if he had seen any angels.  He looked around while intentionally putting his pointer finger up to his chin and said, "hmmm".  Then all of the sudden the wee one says, "There he is.  Want some?"  He was offering his new angelic friend some pizza.  Scott continued to pursue the conversation with our wee one by asking him if he remembered being sick last year.  The wee one's reply was, "hot, hot, hot."  (He ran an extremely high fever for several days.)  Scott continued and asked, "Did you see angels when we were in the hospital?"  The wee one's answer was shocking and when Scott shared this with me tears rolled down this mommy's cheeks.  His answer was, "Lions.  Lions fighting."

Lions are both protectors and predators - depends on their heart, motive and circumstance.  I have no doubt that the vision my son saw was a lion from the Lord God protecting him against a predator lion who was trying to snatch him.  Our Protector is victorious always!

The interesting thing is that the visions of lions haven't stopped.  He occasionally shares, "lion scare me."  So, it appears that our battles, whatever they may be, are not done yet.  We are armed and ready, because our King, and amazing Father never slumbers and is always aware, alive and engaged in every detail of our lives.

Some friends of mine have introduced me to a refreshing way to look at the new year (thanks: Ann, Kara  and Tobitha!).  The days of New Year's Resolutions are gone.  Naming the year is so much better!  After some prayer over the last couple of days, I think I've landed on a name for 2011. 

Father,
I want to be more aware of where you're working so I can join in, experience you more and give you more of the glory You so richly deserve.
I want to be more alive:  living every moment to the fullest wherever I am and with my irreplaceable roles as most important.  Going through more healing and feeling all of it as we walk toward victory for His glory.
I want to be engaged intentionally with obedience, gratitude and more trust in Him with whatever He sets before me - the battles and the victories.
Father, all these things can only be done when I trust you and live victoriously in, for and through You!
So here's to 2011:  the year of living victoriously!

Happy New Year!

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Multitude Monday - counting #468 - #504

468.  snow flurries in FL!!
469.  holding my sons and worshipping My Savior simultaneously
470.  a productive last work from home day
471.  letter to Santa
472.  letter to God
473.  that my oldest loves the lyrics "sin has lost its power"
474.  the excitement of ripping the wrapping paper off packages
475.  scarfs
476.  weather forecasts
477.  my father-in-law
478.  missing my mother-in-law
479.  my sister
480.   my mom
481.  my thoughtful husband
482.  studying more about lions
483.  the possibilities of a date night with my honey
484.  contentment
485.  not needing anything, not wanting anything
486.  healthy check-ups
487.  when boxes are the highlight of playtime
488.  comfortable sleep
489.  clean towels
490.  clean sheets
491.  Febreeze
492.  Christmas cookies and treats
493.  Remembering the simplicity of Christmas
494.  What does God require of us?  "to act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God." Micah 6:8
496.  cough drops
497.  Kleenex and enough breath to blow my nose
498.  seeing a friend released from a long-carried burden and now she is radiant
499.  car mechanics
500.  gas stations with car washes
501.  music that speaks to my heart
502.  confessed sin
503.  grace and freedom when confession and repentance happen
504.  the hopefulness of 2011

Happy 2011!


Sunday, December 19, 2010

Multitude Monday - #441 -

No more let sin and sorrow grow
Nor thorns infest the ground
He comes to make
His blessings flow
Far as the curse is found
Far as the curse is found
 
 
441.  My husband taking his responsibility of a small group leader seriously
442.  Upward CDs that help me and my kids learn God's word
443.  The Action Bible - God's word presented like a comic book - my oldest loves it and can't wait to dig into God's word more!
444.  listening to the breathing of a sleeping child
445.  Boy adventures - Like father, like son - on their way across the street to look at some cows
 
 
446.  My grandparents celebrating 65 years of marriage
447.  Memories of my mother-in-law
448.  when the sun peaks through the clouds of the day and my sons say, "Praise Jesus!"
449.  safe travels
450.  that I was able to work from home for 6 years - what a blessing
451.  that God will grow me through all the experiences that will happen with the new boss
452.  a little 15-month-old boy is recovering from surgery to remove a cancerous tumor, but they caught it early enough that no additional treatment is needed.
453.  The promise of Heaven
454.  That we have the opportunity to speed the return of Christ - see the December 19 message on www.davidtarkington.com
455.  a friend who is choosing to walk a hard road of healing to move toward the full and abundant life and receive victory!
456.  that my kids love to dance and they just don't care what it looks like!
457.  questions
458.  sometimes having the answers to questions and sometimes just coming to grips with the fact that we don't always have the answer
459.  vacation
460.  a good Cuban sandwich
461.  there is a spiritual battle raging all around us, but we are not big enough to see it or even be aware of it
462.  that God knows what we can handle and what is just too much
463.  that Mary pondered the treasure in her heart (Luke 2:19)
464.  that Gabriel said, "Don't be afraid"
465.  that Joesph was faithful
466.  that Jesus' story is so big, yet so simple
467.  that the Christmas story is also in Revelation 12 and Isaiah 61
Merry Christmas!
 
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Sunday, December 12, 2010

Counting the Multitudes of Blessings - #410 - #440

410.  friendship
411.  memories (and that my brain can store some!)
412.  boy adventures - everyone wants to be a rock star!
 
413.  boy adventures - tree climbing and not worrying about how to get down, just seeing how high he can go!


414.  remembering the joy of 6 years ago and the gift of my oldest
415.  WOW!  He's grown 3 inches in the last year!
416.  The wee one's wonder at the Christmas tree
417.  Watching them play with the Little People's Nativity
418.  white twinkling lights on the Christmas tree
419.  a warm fire on a chilly night
420.  business trips that give you the opportunity to refocus and make new friends
421.  vanilla ice cream and how the kids love it
422.  how my husband has redecorated the boys' rooms
423.  warm sweaters
424.  comfy blue jeans
425.  cozy sweat pants
426.  that God provides for all our needs
427.  that Christmas wouldn't mean much without Easter
428.  that Easter wouldn't mean much without Christmas
429.  that God uses ordinary people to do extraordinary things (Hebrews 11)
430.  Lions
431.  that angels are real and battle on our behalf in more ways than we know
432.  that God wants to change me with each of our encounters
433.  family
434.  the priviledge of praying with someone
435.  leaving and cleaving
436.  seat belts
437.  His amazing love
438.  the boys giving eachother eskimo kisses and laughing
439.  Jaguars being in 1st place in the division!
440.  Dancing 
 
 
 
 
 
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Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Sunrise Comfort

I'm out of town at a conference.  I'm laying here in a cozy king size bed in my pajamas in my oceanfront hotel room looking out the sliding glass door.  It's frigid outside - in the low 20s.  The heat is on and the covers are raised.  I'm looking out the sliding glass doors to see glimpses of the sunrise.  Sunrises are special to me.  About 6 years ago, God told me I was beautiful and He used a sunrise to do it.  He told me that no matter what others see, He always sees the sunrise as beautiful, even on a foggy day.  He said that this is how He sees me - always beautiful, no matter what others see. 

Today, I have a challenge.  The heat in my hotel room is on and I'm so comfortable that there is condensation on the sliding glass door and I can't get a clear view of the sunrise.  There is also a pole in my direct line of vision.  Ican see the colors and I can tell that the sun is rising, but it's all kind of foggy from the inside. 

I guess that's what happens when we get too cdomfrotable - things get foggy from the inside and we miss seeing all the beauty and wonder He has for us.  I know that my heart gets comforable in my routine of talking with Him, listinenting to Him, studying His word, living life in my comfort zone, not dealing with sin. 

I took a towel and wiped the windows so I could get a clear view.  It helped for a little bit, but now the windows are back to being foggy.  Until I change the temperature in my room, the condensation will still be there mo matter how hard I try or how often I wipe it away it will return.  I think that's the way it is with my heart.  I have to invite God to change my temperature so I can see His beauty and wonder clearly no matter how uncomfortable it is. 

I don't want to miss anything He has to offer, but am I willing to be uncomfortable to experience Him?  I hope and pray so!  I want to be able to see the difference and I know He does too!

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Multitude Monday #390 -

For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.   1 Corinthians 13:12


390.  Freedom to talk to and about Jesus openly
391.  Celebrating birthdays
392.  http://wheresthelinetoseejesus.com/
393.  chill in the air
394.  minty m&ms
395.  glass of cold milk
396.  warm, cozy blankets
397.  weekends
398.  the wee one going pee-pee in the potty for the first time!
399.  the oldest asking "If someone doesn't know God, do they die forever?"
400.  that God gives me the words to answer his questions
401.  giggles from tickles
402.  laughter from the wee one when his brother tells a joke - sometimes even before the punchline!
403.  when my love pulls me closer
404.  great Christmas music
405.  longing to be more in His presence
406.  trying to be more alive in the moment and soak it all in
407.  the sounds, smells and pictures that trigger memories
408.  God gives wisdom to those who ask Him for it
409.  warm shower on a cold morning

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